50 sentences in which Changmin is a jerk (one-shot - homin, min/woman - angst)

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50 sentences in which Changmin is a jerk
homin, Changmin/woman
R
angst
1,205 words
Changmin cheats on his wife with Yunho.
based on the first theme set of 1sentence
(I had always wanted to try something like that. It's really hard to put a lot in so few words; I'm not sure of the result but it was fun.)
for simp_anna, because she needs lots of love. ♥

#01 - Comfort
The house with the white picket fence was what he had wanted, Changmin thought as he stumbled in the opposite direction.


#02 - Kiss
Her smile highlighted the prettiness of her sun-kissed cheeks and made his heart clench.


#03 - Soft
He didn't know who kissed whom first but the softness of it contrasted with the guilt heavy in his chest.


#04 - Pain
She had thrown dishes at the floor but had let him come back in bed as he pressed a sorry against the back of her neck.


#05 - Potatoes
"Your cooking is the best," he told her, munching on a fry; she smiled bitterly.


#06 - Rain
She observed how the rain droplets ran down the window, letting her fingers trace them from the dry side of the pane as they drove into the city.


#07 - Chocolate
"My favourite, thanks," she said, plopping a piece of dark chocolate in her mouth while he pretended not to notice her wince.


#08 - Happiness
His happiness was waiting for him at home and yet he kept finding himself in Yunho's arms.


#09 - Telephone
Working late tonight, he had said before he quickly hung up, not waiting for the reply.


#10 - Ears
Yunho's tongue was curling against Changmin's ear but it was the whispered stay that made Changmin's toes curl.


#11 - Name
He wondered why he said his name whenever he was with her, and her name whenever he was with him.


#12 - Sensual
Yunho slowly slid his shirt off while pressing kisses on his chest; Changmin hid behind his hands wishing he had turned the lights off.


#13 - Death
Feelings should die as quickly as they were born, he thought as he felt Yunho's breath against his neck.


#14 - Sex
She looked right into his eyes as he moved on top of her but it was only later, while they snuggled under the covers, that he wondered why he never found any reproach in her gaze.


#15 - Touch
Yunho's hands had enclosed his wrists, maintaining them above Changmin's head as he bit into the tender skin of his neck.


#16 - Weakness
He hadn't said anything when her trembling hand had adjusted his tie just a fraction too tight.


#17 - Tears
His fingers traced the wet trails on Changmin's cheeks, "we should stop."


#18 - Speed
He sped up; he could pretend the droplets were only running outside, down the windows.


#19 - Wind
It was the wind's fault if papers had scattered onto the floor; it was the wind's fault if he had torn the divorce papers filled in her handwriting.


#20 - Freedom
He wished they would force him to choose; they were probably as afraid of his answer as he was.


#21 - Life
Life should be like a drawing, then he would just have to erase his mistakes and try again.


#22 - Jealousy
He had no right to feel jealous seeing her laugh at the joke of the handsome delivery man, yet he had.


#23 - Hands
Changmin looked at his wedding ring; it felt heavy on his finger.  


#24 - Taste
If Yunho could still feel the taste of her lipstick on Changmin's lips, he didn't let it show as he tipped them both onto the bed.


#25 - Devotion
It scared Changmin that Yunho seemed determined to see it to the end, whatever that end was.


#26 - Forever
Forever hadn't seemed long at all when he had said yes; his self-control was not as endless as he had thought, after all.


#27 - Blood
Blood thumped in his ears when she showed him her echography.


#28 - Sickness
At first she had hidden her morning sickness so he would choose her for herself.


#29 - Melody
Yunho was humming a tune Changmin didn't couldn't recognise in his shoulder as he rocked back and forth.


#30 - Star
"She should have the name of a star so even when we die, she'll always be with us," she said and Changmin hugged her tighter than he had ever before.


#31 - Home
He laid on the couch with her as she napped; he ignored the vibrations of his cell phone.


#32 - Confusion
He squeezed her hand back, this was what he had always wanted; why was it so painful?


#33 - Fear
They had rushed her to the hospital; he could only wait in the pristine hallway.


#34 - Lightning/Thunder
There was no thunder, no rain, only a bright sun when she had cried in his arms, hating the world.


#35 - Bonds
"Relationships are never broken, they just change", Yunho tells Changmin, pressing a chaste kiss on his cheek.


#36 - Market
She needed him the most, he owed her the most; it would be so much simpler if his feelings followed supply and demand.


#37 - Technology
He threw his phone against the wall, watching the screen break upon impact; what was the use of phones if she didn't want to listen.


#38 - Gift
She finally gifted him with a response when he asked her how she felt; he had never expected to hear so much anger and sadness behind a fine.


#39 - Smile
Yunho's gentle smile as he opened the door and let him in was like a cooling breeze.


#40 - Innocence
He wondered how Yunho still seemed so innocent even when he moaned and gripped at his shoulders as Changmin pushed inside.


#41 - Completion
He never felt so heavy than after they were done and he listened to Yunho's regular breathing; his eyes heavy with sleep kept wide opened by the burning pain in his chest.


#42 - Clouds
He observed how Yunho's eyes clouded --a whole storm finally hidden behind his eyelids-- when he said i'm so sorry.


#43 - Sky
For once he saw the sky become clearer in Yunho's hold, his warmth and scent finally lulling him  to sleep.


#44 - Heaven
He didn't deserve him, even less her, but he couldn't seem to care as he licked a crumb of bread from Yunho's lower lip.


#45 - Hell
The meal she had left for him was still warm when he found her note, I need fresh air.


#46 - Sun
She was his sun; he felt like hiding under the shades not to burn himself yet he missed her warmth when she was gone.


#47 - Moon
"I don't want to hear your apology," Yunho said before crushing their lips together, hiding the tears that the moonlight had revealed; it tasted like a goodbye.


#48 - Waves
This time it would really be the last, he realised and the pain but also the relief hit him in successive waves.


#49 - Hair
He easily pressed his lips against her nape, his hands running through her freshly cut hair, i missed you.


#50 - Supernova
His love for her wasn't as bright as a supernova but, as she smiled at him with her sun-kissed cheeks, he was certain it would last a little bit longer at least.

Comments

[simp-anna.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry i won't be able to write a long comment. but you know how much i loved it, all the strong emotions and feelings in such short phrases, i just adore it.

thank you ♥

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

Don't worry. Thanks. :)

ily ♥

[thier-sess.livejournal.com]

You needn't have feared - I assure you the result's brilliant. All these emotions. I loved this. ♥

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

I always fear that I write pointless stuff somehow. :/ I'm happy to know it's not. Thanks! ♥


(Also, I never left a comment but I really like The Brightest Flame.)

[thier-sess.livejournal.com]

(Thank you! Really glad to know that :)

[iadoreblue.livejournal.com]

I love this. Sometimes fewer means better. The emotions pang more and quicker oppose to more, where you wait to let it sink. I make no sense but beautifully done.

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

Thanks! :) You do make sense (which is why, I guess, poetry exists?)

[howdling.livejournal.com]

Beautifully written. I love how these simple sentences could give much emotions and feelings, and that's why this story is brilliant. <3

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

Thanks! <3

[ficreader90.livejournal.com]

"#40 - Innocence
He wondered how Yunho still seemed so innocent even when he moaned and gripped at his shoulders as Changmin pushed inside."
my fav part <333 it was so beautiful <33 like amazing <333 angelic <33

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

Ooh! Thanks for telling me your favourite part. It's surprising how different it is for me; I though it was one of the worst.
Thanks. <3

[lemonademelon.livejournal.com]

it's perfect <3

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

thanks! <3

[xxfergiexx.livejournal.com]

I've just discovered your fic and WOW! What an impact! I love the sentences idea, brilliant!

So much angsty...cheating always tears people apart. But somehow, even though it wasn't a happy ending for homin, it was happy in a different way. A realistic feel to it.

I loved this, I hope you write more! :D

[evangellie.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Though the idea of constructing a story through sentences is not mine (I've seen it done a few times).

It seems I have some trouble to writhe happy endings for homin but I'm glad it came across realistic. :)

Thank you! <3